It doesn’t matter
We all die
So, it probably doesn’t matter
How, when, or why
Cause I knew your hugs and your laugh and your smile
Before your Good Bye
So, it’s okay, I decided
That you needed to go
And I’m better now
Wanted you to know
Because, believe me
I get it
More than I can say
That if you could have
You would have
Thought of another way
That it wasn’t us
or them
or me
The source of your agony
So, I’m better
Lots better
Though you never wrote
A card, a clue…
a letter
Cause I made this…
your suicide note.

For Erik,
The Bavarian Barbarian,
With love,
Loren

Rest in peace…or rock the hell out of it!